Nothingness

How do you feel?
no answer.
How do I explain
this feeling
devoid of emotion.
It's not as if
I don't hurt at times;
I've felt the stabs
of regret,
the blows
of remorse.
I felt the sunny days
warm my skin
and tend to my wounds
the refreshing wave
of a smile.
But now it's neither.
It's not a gray empty feeling.
I'm just floating
in nothingness space.